I'm Sorry

I still cannot handle my stress very well.
It has been too much, and I get irritated easily.

I knew that I have been getting so grumpy lately. Too much work, too much school... I feel like I almost going crazy this two weeks. Two more weeks the school will be over, I know I will be fine after that. But at this point, I just can't wait to be NUMB. I am so emotional and feel like going to break down anytime.

I was upset with Cu last night. I went to work with Somnang and told him to help me to fill up the gas for my car and buy the rotisserie chicken from Publix for our dinner. But he was still playing his game when we came home around 8:30pm. I was not happy when I found out that he was sitting in front of his computer the entire time while I was working hard to earn some money! Then, when we went to buy the chicken for dinner, he kept pushing me to cross the red light and to stop right in front of the grocery store just because it was late and nobody was there? I was angry and I parked my car in the parking lot, and slammed the car door and going inside to the grocery store myself without asking him! The grocery store was going to close at 9pm, and it was 8:55pm! I hate that he didn't know to take initiative when I am already running out of time to rush everything!!! I might be very patient sometimes time, but I also had the moment when I am going to be super angry! We didn't talk much last night, and I went to sleep after finished a part of homework.

This morning, he woke up and went on his computer again. Before he turned off the computer, he asked me if I wanted him to turn on the music for me. I said ok.

Waking up in the musics that I like. I did get better mood. I knew I have been very frustrated. And he might realize it too.

I am sorry if I overreacted this few days. But just give me some times... I need some break!!






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