3rd Day Without You

You called and said that I didn't miss you. I smiled. I DO miss you but I just don't want to let you know yet so that you won't be too conceded - thinking that I can't live without you. Pretending that I really enjoy my own space without you, I do feel glad that you miss me as much as I miss you.

You said you are coming home today. Dad bought 180 lbs of oysters for you to take home. 180 lbs?!!! I thought when your sister asked dad to buy 100 lbs of oysters was already a lot, now dad just added another 80 lbs on top of it! This is going to be heaven for me! 4pm right? I will wait for you on the door, PATIENTLY!!!! With the brightest smile I could ever give you... and my oysters! Oh... I meant your sister's oysters. Hahaa

I appreciate you called me every single time when you were about to meet someone back in the hometown. And I like to hear from you when you told me you were leaving certain place and heading to somewhere else. Even I couldn't see you, knowing where you are, what you are doing, and whom you are with, make me less worried. I just want you to be safe. I trust you.

You called me last night around 10pm, saying that you were going to sleep since you had nothing to do. I was thinking in my head, it must be tough for you to live without your games... or me? I would like the answer to be "me". =P

I chat with my best friends till late night. Just right before I went to bed, you called again around 2:30am, "Honey, I can't sleep." Oh baby, my BIG BABY! I laughed. I love you, but I was really too tired and ready to go to bed. And here you were, asking me for the car insurance info so that you could call them to ask for the quote. In the middle of night? You said, "yea... 1-800 is 24/7". OK, baby. You do what you gotta do. I gotta sleep, dear!

Here I was, just about to sleep like a dead fish, the stupid phone rang again! You told me the price of the car insurance for half year. I think it was USD1000 something. I couldn't remember. "Honey, I am sleeping! Can't you call tomorrow?!" I was getting frustrated. "Alright then, I guess you don't miss me that much." I hung up the phone and went to bed. Our dear dog is sleeping on your spot. She keeps me accompanied the whole entire time when you are not at home, like always~I love her!

Oh, did I tell you that she puked and had diarrhea with blood? Honey, please don't feed her human food anymore. She has to live as a dog and eats like a dog. PLEASE don't make our baby sick. She is too old to handle all those sickness and pain. My poor baby.

Somnang said that she is moving back to California after our apartment lease is due. I will miss her a lot. I think you will miss her as well. She gotto move on with her life, I guess. We will have to move on with ours too!

I am glad that you are coming home. I miss you a lot. Welcome home!!!






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你知道的
那，就是我们的爱恋