My friend asked me how have my life been. I told her, it has been good!
Although I still cannot decide when I can go back to Malaysia to visit my family and friends and have my wedding plan, but I feel like my life has been settling down, and I love it!
I had a bad day at work today, felt a lot of frustration because of some people at work. But when I came home, it was Nini who was always on the door to welcome me and jumping up and down to give me her precious kisses. She wouldn't stop until you let her kiss you. I love her so much, she is the first one who make me forget about my frustration everytime when I come back home. She really deserves a lot of attentions and loves! And she always get what she wants.
I started thinking how would our life be if we have a baby one day. Will we spoil our baby like how we spoil Nini? You see, Nini is a dog, she always listens, and she won't throw her temper at you when you don't give her something. But baby is different, they would walk away when you are yelling at them, and saying something bad to you when they are not happy. How would our children be if they grow up? Will they be like Cu or me?
My friend said she is happy that I am happy now. Yes. I am happy now. If nobody ask me about my education, I think I will be even happier! Please forgive me, like I said, education is important, but it's really not the focus of my life anymore. Cu and I can handle our life way better than the time when I was in school. Why people keep asking? It's frustrating to me, and sometimes I just end the topic without explaining. If you really concern about my life, don't you think being happy is more important than everything else? At least to me, it has been always the answer! But when somebody is trying to make "education" to become the "hole" of my life, I really cannot see that person as my friend. If you really care, why would you use something to against what I believe? Education might make a lot of people proud and happy, I agree. Maybe I could be happier and my life would be even more stable after another graduation of another degree. But does it really matter now?
I am happy, and I am doing good. I have a whole lot of plans ahead of me. And trust me, I am not satisfied and always going after my dreams. And one day I will make all my dreams come true. And education is not the only way to achieve that. And you will see how.
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yes. i agree wat u said, education is not everything. Even few years ago, i did think that u should temperaily stop it to stable ur life... really feel tat u suffer a lot tat time.
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Yea, I remember. =) You are one of a few friends that really being understanding and supportive to me the whole entire time. But some ppl out there just can't wait to see me fall. I am not angry at them, just feel that they are so funny sometimes. Thanks again for being supportive all the time.
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