I went to bed earlier last night because I didn't feel so well, was getting sick. Must because of Cu's virus or bacteria had spread to me! Arggg... Shouldn't kiss him when he was sick! Now he is laughing at us while he is feeling better!
Back to my reflection? I have been doing good with my weekly goals. The thing is I have more long term plan in my head that I couldn't get rid of. So I feel troubled lately.
I have been saving money from last week, paying bill and going grocery. Then I realized: This is actually two main things that I spent my money at!!! Other than that, I actually have nothing to spend on other than shopping or pampering myserf from time to time. And it's not even an everyday event! I was shocked!
Reading the book that my brother recommended me have actually helping me to focus on my financial plan. I always think about what I have read from the book whenever I have nothing to do but just sitting on my couch. It keeps me motivated.
Going back to school is my first consideration now. What I am not sure is should I go back to pharmacy school or just get a bachelor degree in some healthcare major like nutrition or medical assistant?
Then... Going back home.
If I am going back to school this fall, for sure I have to cancel my going back home trip. And gosh, it would be such a difficult decision! I miss home a lot and I definitely do not want to miss my brother's wedding! But like my brother said, I should do what I can afford to do, but not forcing myself to do what would be my obstacle! I respect his advice and even feel touched when he is the one who give me such talks!
Something about the wedding is, I always feel like I have missed so many wedding of my family and friends in my life. I think it's just the feeling of missing some important stage of life. Like my brother said, it is "just" a dinner with a group of people that you are familiar with. And I can do it anytime whenever I am home. He is absolutely right! I need to focus on a bigger thing in my life, not others'!
Lately I have realized that I actually have the opportunity to go travel like how my other friends do in Malaysia too! I can travel around the country, and not necessary out of country. I still haven't been to so many places in USA, and I should take the opportunity to explore them. My list of trip would be Miami or Disneyworld in Florida, New York City in New York , and San Francisco in California... Yes, I have been to some of the cities before, but still, there are a lot of adventures for me to explore even in the same city!! I got a little excited when I start realizing that! And Europe is actually closer to here too!! How exciting?!!!
My mindset has been changing a lot recently and it has been good news all along! I am happy with myself and couldn't wait to start my journey once again!!
Of course, I am not always happy, I am still always worried about my legal issue like passport and documents for my status adjustment in 2011! But like they all said, I cannot do anything, so why take a chill pill and relax and enjoy my life? It's not as easy as what has been said, but I am trying to do my best.
And CHEERS~ To a better life and more positive attitudes for better things to come!!
乖乖！
这不是新年愿望吧？！
呵呵
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