Saturday, April 3, 2010

The Hate-And-Love Feeling

Nini woke us up in the morning, like those time when she needed to go out to pee. I opened my eyes a little bit, and fell asleep again, I knew that he would get up to walk her. I heard the door closed, and I knew that they left the house. I was slightly awake, and I heard the door was opened, and he climbed back to bed again. I flipped my back and went back to sleep.

Second time, Nini needed to get up again. I did not understand why. And I didn't bother this time because I was supposed to be still mad at him, so I did not want to ask him if he feeded Nini anything the night before. I heard him got up and walked Nini again. I smiled. I knew this would happen.

The door was opened and closed again. He came back with Nini. This time, he got up to bed and hugged me from the back. I kept my eyes closed, pretending that I was still aslept. He kissed me from the back, and he turned me around, and kissed me again on my eyes. I opened my eyes and stared at him. He smiled and kissed my lips. I pushed him away, but he grabbed me tight. I gave up, but held my neck away from him. He laughed.

"Honey, do you still love me?" He asked.

"I am still mad at you." Why he always asked me this stupid question?

"Uh... That was not my question," he frowned, "Do you still LOVE me?"

"Why would I buy your favorite drinks and meat if I don't love you?" I rolled my eyes. Oh gosh!

"That doesn't mean anything!" He complaint.

"What? It doesn't mean anything? Then I guess I do not love you." I turned my back to him again. But he grabbed me back to his arms and started tickleling me!

"What? What did you say?" He continue tickleling me and asked me.

"Stop! Stop! Stop!" I flipped my body around to avoid him and tried very hard not to laugh! But he didn't let me go. "OK OK! I love you!" It didn't count if it was forced, right?

"Then, kiss me." He leaned his mouth to me. I leaned backward. He tickled me again and I laughed and quickly smooched on his lips. I gave up. He knew that I could easily forgive him if he wanted to, he just had too much pride!

Then we laid on the bed and talked about what happened on the night when we were leaving Savannah. He insisted that he did not lie and that I forgot what he told me! I told him to ask Somnang when she woke up, and he agreed. It was so simple, I just needed him to know what was right and wrong, and never do it again, especially PLEASE do the translation when his family members are talking! He insisted he did. I rolled my eyes again. He smiled.

I asked Somnang in front of him when she got up. She agreed with what I said too. She told Cu was being very rude that night, and Cu shrugged and said we were being too cautious! We both shook our heads and rolled our eyes together. He turned around and went back to our room after our conversation. Men, when do they ever learn from their mistakes?

I hope he does. Sometimes he doesn't show it through verbal, but he would try to improve next time. Well, he is my husband, I will give him as many chances as WE need. And yes, I love him!

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