6am on Thursday Morning

It was supposed to be just a random restroom rush, I woke up around 5am in the morning, and couldn't go to bed after that.

I turned on Cu's desktop and signed on my yahoo to check my emails, and surprisingly found out that there were 200+ emails in my mailbox! Nothing related with me except the children planning they were talking about. Talking about children, my "daughter" already grow up gradually in my dream. Somnang always makes fun of me, but I always dream of this little girl since she was a baby. I call her my "daughter". And I think my first child will be a daughter because of my dream.

I can hear people taking shower upstairs, and people leaving for work, those foot steps from the stairs and the cars engines sounds in the early morning. I haven't wake up this early since I stopped going to school. All the sudden, I feel like my surrounding is so peaceful and beautiful. The birds chirping outside the window, the morning sunlight through the slip of the window reminds me that the beginning of the day has started. I am still debating if I should go back to bed or start my day right now as well.

Outside the window, morning views. Everything is so peaceful and quiet. Some cars are leaving but some people are still in beds.

It would be nice if I have a cup of coffee and donuts for breakfast. I wanna have my breakfast in my balcony on my new lounge chair while waiting for the sun rises. It would be wonderful, wouldn't it?

My two lounge chairs and table that are covered by yellow pollens. I would have to clean them up when better weather is coming, so I can enjoy sitting here, enjoy my views from my balcony.

Cappuccino that I made after thinking of having coffee. No donuts, but biscuits would just make me happy.

I uploaded the photos from my dinner on the Facebook. I have promised my friends from Malaysia that I would take some photos of what I cook on my daily based.

This is the Neoguri that I cooked the day before (April, 27, 2010) for my lunch. It was my first photo on my cooking album. It was actually just an instant noodle. But good Korean style spicy seafood udon, it's my favorite instant noodle that I must have every once a while.

This is what I cooked last night, Chinese style Sweet Sausage omelet. I like egg, and omelet is an easy dish as you can put anything you want. I put some chopped tomatoes and cilantro on top just to make it look nice. Cu loves this dish a lot, what can I say? Everybody loves eggs!

I hardly cook soup because Cu is very picky about soup. But I bought a lot of ingredients that I could use for cooking soup this Monday. I had this very fresh daikon (white carrot) and tofu that I wanted to make them as soup ingredients. So I sliced them and started boiling the water, and marinated my chicken with honey, oyster sauce, and soy sauce. I first put my daikon in the boiling water, then marinated chicken while my daikon is slightly soften. I added water to the level where I wanted my soup to be, then I let it boiled again. When the soup was boiled, I added tofu and the sliced tomato that I prepared earlier, with a few dry longan and Wolf-berry (red seeds that people usually use in Chinese herb soup). When it was done, I just added chopped cilantro as the garnishment again. Cu and I like cilantro, it makes a lot of food taste better. I added a few fish sauce to taste the soup, Cu loves this soup very much! I am always proud of myself when he enjoys my food.

Life is not always as good as what we have planned it to be, but I do enjoy some moments that can simply make me happy.

Cu and I had a little disagreement last night. Although I pretended that I could care less, but I was actually angry when I knew that he was mad at me for not doing what he wanted me to do. I was busy preparing dinner, and I thought he would know that what he wanted me to do could actually saved it for later. I ignored his angers, and let him took over the "job". I continue watching my tv show but thinking in my head that he was very unreasonable this time!

After this morning, I have cleared my mind. Once again, I am just going to let it slide this time as I do not want something simple like that could make us angry at each other for days.

Baby, you hurt my feeling sometimes, but I love you a lot. The only reason why I keep forgiving you is because I know that you also love me, but honestly, you are very spoiled sometimes!!!