Just talked to Manisha few minutes ago on facebook. She was one of my closest friend that I had when I was in Mercer, the pharmacy school. We talked about what happened when we were in school, and talked about what we are doing at this moment. It made me started thinking about going back to pharmacy school. But gosh... Could I?
I am so afraid to go back to Mercer even until now. There was a reason why I didn't continue, I lost my confidence there. People said you should go back to where you fell in order to "stand up" again. I don't know, really. Is it true?
So many times I have asked myself what happened in Mercer that made me not being myself. So many time I have asked myself if I am ready to go back and just be ME. Is it the time now? I am so confused. I am so frustrated when I am looking at my life and notice that I haven't achieve anything. Maybe one bachelor degree before going back to Mercer? Will that be more convincing?
Think! Think! Think! Has my white hair outgrown yet?
人生
是该怎么做决定？
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