Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Weekly Reflection 29

It's a sleepless night for me. I went to bed at 1am, but couldn't sleep after half an hour. I got up again and turned on my computer. I was bored. What else is better than updating my blog?

1.Marriage: Cu asked me why did we argue so much when we first married? I said maybe we expected too much from each other after the marriage. But now we have learned to understand each other and tolerate and communicate. Are we a better couple now? Yes. Are we the best? Not yet. Sure we love each other, but there is always more for us to learn to be even better person for each other.

2. Health: Cu has been having fever for two days now. He went to bed so early and making me feel so lonely at night. Yes, we used to be on our own computer when we are at home, but when he is so quiet, I feel not comfortable like something is missing. In this case, my sweet, funny husband is missing, he is sick and he is not as funny as he used to be. I miss my husband so much!! I hope he can get well soon!!

3. House: I have been working for two jobs and becoming MIA as a housewife. I kinda blame myself for Cu's being sick. Maybe I haven't cook for a while and he has been eating a lot of junk food. I need to reschedule my work schedules!!

4. Financial: Cu doesn't seem to be bothered by both of our incomes. Yes, he is back to work and of course you can tell that he is not happy about his job that much. Gosh, I am hesitating to send money back home because I would like to help us to save more money. But I also want to keep my promise to send my parents money every month now...

5. Education: I am narrowing down to a few options about my education choice: Bachelor degree in Nutrition or some medical health, or just a certificate in Event/Wedding Planning or Interior Design.

6. Work/Career: I need to make my schedules again for both my jobs so that I can stay home to cook for us.

7. Home (Malaysia): Cu said it's up to me to make decisions about going home. I need to make a few calls to confirm what I should do.

8. Passport: I actually couldn't sleep tonight mainly because I was thinking about my passport. I have been thinking about renewing my passport at the Malaysia Embassy in New York. In that saying, I will have to travel to New York. Somnang said that Maricel had asked us if we want to join them to visit New York together. I think it is a good opportunity for us to take a short trip while renewing my passport!!

9. My Brother's Wedding: I think plan for going home has been canceled and we would not be able to attend my brother's wedding in November.

10. Future: Right now we focus solely on business plan since it will take a lot of money for investment.

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