Moment of Truth

Today is the day that I have been waiting for.

10:53am, I am not as nervous as I thought I would be.  The appointment will be at 12noon, I am still sitting in front of my computer, drinking my soymilk.  Yes, soymilk!!  Not coffee today.  Still considering if I should eat something before my appointment.

I just put on my make-up and sit down again...  Trying to pretest myself about questions that they might ask me.  I can't focus, I am distracted by those emails from Malaysia.  I tell myself to be serious about today appointment!!  Like telling a little child to sit still on the chair to finish their homework.  I still can't.  I need to be more serious about it.  But then again, if I don't get it... I don't lose anything, do I?

So I  have to be firm about what I want this time.  I am going to tell them my expectation.  That's right, my expectation!!  I start looking for a calculator...  Hahaaa...  I am more interested into money that I am going to make.  But I don't put much hope, as I know this is a huge opportunity that almost impossible to happen to me.  That's why I should be serious!  =P  Why can't I? 

I should put on my clothes now... I actually still don't know what I am wearing.  OK... I will go to find something to wear for today appointment.

Wish me luck, when everything goes smooth today, I will come back to reveal my little secret!  I promise.